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Ha Ha Ha
Manusia oh manusia
Semua orang pakai baju kurung hari ini, dia nak pakai baju kurung
Semua orang pakai smartphone, dia nak pakai smartphone
Semua orang tak datang kelas, dia ikut tak datang kelas
Semua orang pergi USS, dia nak pergi USS
Semua orang ada beg tangan kulit, dia nak beg tangan kulit
Semua orang tak tulis, dia tak tulis
Semua pergi library kita pergi library      pfffttttt

dan lain lain . . .

Stereotaipnya diri kitaaa.

Bila kita lain sikit dari orang, mulalah nak kata itu ini begitu begini

Bila kita baca buku sikit dikatanya kita fuyooohh hebat gilaaaaaaaaaa!

ARGHH manusia oh manusia lagi,

Naiklah tangga walaupun orang lain *naik lif
Larilah sejauh mungkin walaupun orang lain hanya berjalan
Menangislah sebanyak mungkin walaupun orang lain masih ketawa

. . . . . . .

"Dia kata kena buat macam tu. Saya ikut je lah"
"Saya ikut macam tesis yang lepas je"
"Kawan kawan lain macam tu"

---->> escapism nya kitaaa


Manusia oh manusia

Bilamana nampak kawan tu berduaan dengan yang bukan mahram, OK lagi (Dimaafkan)
Minggu depan tukar orang lain, kita dah start mengata itu dan ini
Minggu depan depan tukar orang lain, kita buat conference tanpa ada si kawan tu menyatakan ketidak puasan hati.

Oh tipikalnyaa kita


Salahkah pergi jumpa dan dampingi dia?
Salahkah *menganjing anjing dia depan orang tu tanda kita tak setuju dan biarkan dia malu?
"Tak salah, tapi kurang adab"
Lebih baik begitu dari biarkan dia lemas dalam lautan penipuan
Katanya nak menjaga hati si kawan takut dia kecik hati. BOOOOOOOOO #inisemuapoyo

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p/s : Aku ingin lari ke rumah

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