masalah

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hari ni
aku daa tahan
apa sume ni
aku daa tak sanggup
sape lg harus aku pergi
Allah laa kanjawapnnya
psni
sume bnde
aku tanak ckp kat ssape
termasok sume kawa2 aka sahabat
pasal mereka belom pernah memahami aku
aku manusia yg pelik
betul ar tuhh
takpe
aku redha
takpe
tak kesah pon
tapi
knp
knp
knp
tak pe ar
papehal
terima kasih atas nasihat semua org yg mberi tuhh
aku harap
mereka berjaya insyaallah
insyaallah
k da
masalah hati ni
takkan selesai
selagi aku tak prevent
ahhh!!!!
tamat

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