khas buat teman

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untuk hari neh
lg sekali aku post sesuatu
entah kenapa
teman2!!!!!!
aku daa jumpa siapa sebenarnya aku
aku mmg pendiam dan banyak bercakap untuk certain place
seriuosly
ak tak sanggup hampakan si teman teman sebab nak dengar cter dorg
takpe
tak kesah
skedgr cter sede n gembia
walaupun aku tak dapat berkongsi cerita ngn dorg
tp aku embia sbb aku dapat tengok teman teman gembira

especially fatma
walaupun kau slalu tengking ke suruh ke
aku redha
sbb aku tahu
ko maseh belom kenal sama aku
aku redha sahaja
aku suka skali berkawan dengan fatma
ske cterkan mslah dye
aku ske dgr
waktu dye nak tengking aku
aku senyakan je
sbb aku tanak kerohkan keadaan
takpe laaaa
aku mengharapkan dye setia
aku tahu
tp aku plg harap dye menerima


buat farhana lak.....
aku se sebot
farhana wangi
kkadang aku terfikir 1 hari nnt aku bole ckp ssuatu ngn dye
tanpa rasa bersalah
sbb slama neh
aku nak ckp kat dye rasa amat serba salah
takot dye kecil hati
aku redha juga
kalo ade story pape
nak sgt tahu
especially kesah ary jumaat tuhhh
tersangat nak tahu
mgkn aku tak laak untuk tahu
aku daaa blaja sesuatu
aku redha jua
jangan menyibok!!!

sira pula
terima kasih
sbb mengajar jd senyap
dan sabar
walaupun itu perit
tapi seronok
banyak aku blaja
kkdg aku terikir kesombongannya terhadap aku
aku redha je
sbb itulah perangai kamu!!!
bukan sombong
pemalas!!!!


syae n fiqah!!!
skunk neh
aku rase aku rapat ngn syae n fiqah ramlan je
tataw npe
ntah
rase seronok bersama mereka
walaupun mereka maseh belom berjaya menjayakan hati aku
aku ske gak berkwn ngn mereka
buat fiqa
aja banyak bnde
kene slalu senyummm!!!!!!;)
sbb aku ske bermasam mke
bk kehendak aku
aku ak mara
cume riak muka je bersuara mengatakan sesuatu


buat teman teman yg aku tak sebotkan
bukan bermakna aku lupakan anda!!!
nailah,nadio,epi,nd,mimi,bel,sob,keyya,,,
mmg takkan lupa



buat mereka sume
seriosly rindu sangat deka ruang tamu dinamik
mmg rindu
terlalu rindu!!!!!

Comments

  1. Nailah703January 31, 2010 at 10:41 AM

    wohoo! giler arr fiqah. klau fatma,farhana n iera-san baca mesti terharu nangis2
    ihii...sumthing i learn form this post, u really are growing up nowadays ^_^
    oho,rindu gak ramai2 kat ruang tamu.suka tgk korg blajar sungguh2 kat situ.ihii
    apa khabar katilku!rindu dowh lepak ngan korg kat dorm! ^_^

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